Saturday, 14 August 2010

Magic Happens


I know what happened


I was there


and was not there


it's simple


not at all complicated


my eyes


they met yours


the lights around us were not that strong


but your eyes sent mine


beaming rays of light


while around us on that night


it was closer to darkness than it was to light


and on this crowded place


with this many people around


my ears heard no one


my eyes saw no body


just you


your presence brought shivers to my body


I know what happened


I was there


and was not there


the one in control


was not me


not at all me


I was the one controlled


by the magic


of your eyes


of your words


of your smile


ah.. that smile !


it took me miles and miles away


I flew in the sky


I saw all the colours of the rainbow


I laughted and cried


I felt safe in the core of danger


I know where this road ends


I've been there many times before


and trust me


I really wish I had an on/off button


I wish I was the one


in control


but I know what happened


I was there


and was not there


I felt a sting in my heart


a sting that is painful


yet lovable


"love at first sight"


yeah, heard about it


many times!


read about it


millions of times


never felt it


never believed it could happen


but today...


I was under your spell


I owned nothing of myself


and you knew nothing about it


sitting right next to me


sending me to places i've never been to


and you knew nothing about it


I never knew I could measure the time so perfectly


till you left us and came back


your absence made me count the minutes


with my mind and heart


I counted the faces


the heartbeats


the breathes


till you came back


to your very same place


on the chair on my left


in the heart in my left


and gave me back my life


my heart pulses


my blood


the air I breathe


and you knew nothing about it


but i know what happened


I was there


and was not there


I was there only coz I sat there


with everyone


and was not there


coz I was with you


and only you


but how will my heart endure


the next lines of this novel


I'm not sure


your features are inscribed in my mind


I can see you right now


I don't care how far away you are


you are with me.. right now.


I know what happened my soul keeper


but I have no idea what will happen


and I don't want you to tell me


and I don't wanna search for a clue


I'll just leave things as they are


Dont want that spell to break


that's my decision for now


to be or not to be


in love at first sight


is never a choice, my love.


Thanks for making me believe


that magic happens.


Now let the story begin..


let it happen


I'm giving you the permision

it is now your mission!

Sunday, 11 July 2010

The beautiful Fairy


On a day like today
a striking beauty came to life

a little angel came to play
and learn to count from one to five

then month by month
and day by day

the angel became a sweet fairy

with beauty that takes your breath away
and a magical voice like a fife

she was the dream of every heart
and every man under the sun

her spoken words are simply art
her imagination matches none

she'd take you to the world of dreams
while you remain on your chair

then move you to the world of love
and handle you with great care

she's like a wish becoming true
and what more would you want in a friend

you love her too? then stand in the queue
as for me i'll stand in the end

in my hand holding a big bouquet
wishing her a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Sunday, 27 June 2010

آخر ليالي شهرزاد


مولاي.. أرجوك

أبقني.. أبقني ليلة أخرى



و لا لحظة أخرى


مللت، مللت منك


من حكاياتك



من تواجدك المستمر في حياتي



تشكو من وجودي بحياتك

و أنا أحببت حياتي


لوجودي بحياتك



آن أوان ذهابك


لا يا مولاي... أرجوك اتركني أبقى

ليلة أخرى



أتخافين الموت؟



لا


ليس الموت ما أخشى


إن كل خوفي هو أن أترك كل ما في حياتي.. أنت


أكره أن يأخذني الموت منك


لن تموت شهرزاد بضربة سيف


بل سأموت بوجود مَن بعدي معك



أنا لم أعتاد على امرأة واحدة



و أنا لم أعتاد إلا عليك


أحببت حكاياتي و أنا أرويها لك


المَرِح منها و الحزين


أحببتها لأنها ربطت بيننا


كانت كلماتي تجعل منك منصتاً


صامتاً،مترقباً،حالماً


كنت أرى في عينيك لمعة


صامتة، مترقبة ، حالمة


في ألف قصة و قصة


كم رأيتك تبكي و تفرح


في ألف قصة و قصة


لم تكن تضحك إلا لحكاياتي


لم أرى دمعك إلا لأحزان أبطال رواياتي


و كنت دوماً تسألني


بشغف محبب إلى قلبي


- و ماذا بعد؟


و أطيل أنا في كل مرة


حتى مطلع الصباح


و أكف عن الكلام المباح


فتبقيني ليلة أخرى


معك، بجوارك


أصبحت رواياتك متشابهة


لم تعد لي رغبة فيك



إعتدت علي فمللت مني، و إعتدت عليك فأحببتك


كيف تحبين رجلاً يوشك أن يقتلك كل ليلة ؟؟



هو نفسه من يأويني كل ليلة



إنك تحبين قصري



بل أحب سيده، لما أرى في قلبه من رحمة دفينة



دعينا من تلك العبارات الخيالية



الخيال هو ما جمع بيننا


خلق بيننا رباطاً قوياً


كضوء الشمس


تشعر به و لكن لا تراه



أنا لا أشعر بشيء



رباه..، لشد ما يؤلمني عناده



حسناً إذن، لن أحضر السياف


سأتركك ترحلين بسلام



أي سلام هذا.. و تركك و موتي شيئاً واحداً



ماذا تريدين إذن؟



هل لي أن أروي لك حكاية أخرى؟



آخر حكاية؟



آخر حكاية



و بعد ذلك تذهبين؟


............................


و بعد ذلك تذهبين؟؟؟


لا


و بعد ذلك اقتلني


أقتلك؟ أتطلبين هذا بنفسك؟ هل فقدت عقلك؟

بل سأفقد حبي و أماني إذا أردت لي الرحيل

فاتركني أرحل عن عالمٍ بلا شهريار



ولكني لا أريد قتلك



أتريد غيري من النساء؟


شهرزاد.. أنت جارية

لا فائدة إذن.. اقتلني

و لكن

بعد هذه الرواية


الرواية الآخيرة


بلغني أيها الملك السعيد... ذو الرأي الرشيد

Saturday, 26 June 2010

A poem with no name..


It could be an illusion

That would lead to despair


Like the love of a frozen heart

That’s got nothing to share


It’s like you’re walking in the desert

Thirsty, lost and torn apart


You can’t stand on your feet

You’ve got a long journey to start


And then you see the running river

Coming down you way


It seems like it’s now or never

But the water is miles away


And only when you come closer

You find out you’re the only loser


But you trusted your vision

You saw it with your own eyes


And in a moment you knew

It’s the “nothingness” in disguise


What you thought was true love

In reality was real pain


By killing the innocent dove

What does the huntsman gain?!


The bitter truth is that

It’s for himself to entertain


This is life’s way to make us learn

How never to believe a false face


Never admire a rotten piece of art

Even if it’s embroidered with lace


And from this day on…


I won’t pour as much water

On a dead and ugly flower


I’d leave it to dreadful insects

By which it deserves to be devoured


So said to me my friend

The friend I see in the mirror.